Unmasking My Facade

yea.. I traded my holidays for work... believe me onot, never stop working since I finished my final and this scenario will continue till the commencement of new semester...

I'm so easily irritated nowadays... dunno whether it's due to my own bad or what... I just need the voice stop bugging me... I YEARN for peace and serenity right now... why can't ppl understand? AARGH!!!

Perhaps it's due to the tight schedule... I hate working life but for the sake of money, i need to hold on =.=

couldn't believe that I haven't been blogging for more than 1week... last week, wat a week it was...

The reason behind all these delayed posts will be only 1 word --> WORK
Yea.. I'm working and fyi, as a data entry clerk at EdExcel and my working hours is from 9pm till 6am... why? Because I'm entering those centre number & candidate number of British student who sat for exam offered by British Awarding Bodies and hence I need to worrk according to British time...WTF!!!

This would be one my the easiest and most boring job that I've ever done seriously. All you need to do is only key in those numbers appearing on ur pc screen for 8hrs... So as a consequence of this, you can actually become phobia of numbers... =.="""
Getting lecture from dad a few days back because of me being "money-driven"... (bcs those extra cash are meant for CNY clothes, told ya earlier that I'm goin to upgrade my wardrobe... Muahaha). Dad said it's not worth while to work night shirt for RM10 per hour, they are actually kinda "exploiting" us... watever, since I've been in this business for 1 week alrdy, might as well finish this week so that I'll earn that full amount of money... haha...

A lot of posts will be coming up inside 2 entries of food blog, wait till I have time first! My current routine would be back from work at 6am, reach house at 7am, fb-ing and checking mail awhile and also taking shower until 8am, slept from 8am till 2pm or 3pm, the cont' fb-ing till ard 5am... do some chores, cooked dinner, take shower and tada it's 8am, time to depart to my workplace since it's located at KL (fyi, it's beside Poppy only... so Fri nite u can see all those happening ppl hanging ard thr but u can only "kua gen" in hokkien). Actually this post should be coupled with photos as well, but as usual, I keep forgetting to bring my Ixus to the workplace and hence that signifying a second post on my workplace with photos... =P

That's all for now, waiting to go home now, today they dismissed us earlier since we finish job earlier, the time now is 4.38am in the morning... My biological clock is totally SCREWED!!!!!!!

totally not into the mood of examination... It's been such a long time since I last talked about my life's purpose... The talking only made me realized 1 thing --> I don't know whether I'm an idealist that aim for a target which is too high to achieve... Like what he said "If you want to jump to reach a target and u'r setting it at the top of KLCC, u'r just to going to disappoint yourself"... It's kind of true in some way... Perhaps I should start setting goals step by step instead of setting it high up the sky when I know I'm not capable of reaching it and having an emotional breakdown as a consequence of that...

Pathology.. Pathology... Pathology... What the heck am I reading... totally kenot go into my mind.. Screwed 1 paper previously, if u noticed it in my previous blog post, don't wish to screw another one..

Should be doing some life review after my final, it's been a long long period since I last reviewed about my ongoing "sleep-walking" life... Neh... should be the time I wake up dee, and start LIVING A LIFE instead of being a walking corpse (if u get what I mean)

Neh, IT'S TIME TO TAME MY STRAY MIND AND GET BACK TO WORK... PATHO, wait for me!!!

Cute, rite???

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It's not about showing off
It's not so that mum can boast to others
It's not about winning the others

It's because of myself
A vow that I promised myself 3years ago
And a promise that I wanted to keep
So I can make the bedridden one proud
and not worry sick about me
When I gave up upon the lifetime chance
That at some point of life, I do regret

There's no use to cry over split milk
Stop agonizing and starts get organized
2 more papers to go
No more screwing up!!!

Ben said I'm like on holidays dee though I'm still be having 2 papers back to back at the 12th and 13th of Nov... bt who cares??? Take the time to wind down and MAYBE i'll perform better... who knows... Oops, shouldn't have uttered that, else when the results is sux, then i'll only embarassed myself here... haha

Went to movie marathon with dearie Alyson, watched Law Abiding Citizen


Definitely a movie worth watching... though at some point, the plot is rather predictable... like the scene when Clyde mentioned he'll kill all if Nick didn't manage to drop all charges against him by 6am in the morning and all of them walking towards their car... i thnk even kids oso can see that coming, huh? and also the ending there when he was caught red-handed by Nick upon returning to his cell after returning from his "task", it's obvious that they throwed back the suitcase with bomb back at him before locking him up inside the cell... The way the movie goes is like "prison break"... where Clyde planned all those things to get himself into prison and "wala" he's still free to roam around to get his hand on revenge, how cool is that? And i especially like the one thing mentioned by a "kalefe" in da movie "He's the think-think type... Every move that Clyde take comes with a motive, if he's in the prison now meaning he WANTS to be in the prison and if Clyde want u to die, then you'll die unless u kill him first in the prison"... it's kinda describe Clyde as being "God-like" dee... and I really love this kind of mind game...

Surprising enough, the whole cinema is only 2ppl, me, Alyson & another stranger... Alyson said it's like watching movie in our own house... it's true enuf... hw cool is that if the whole cinema only the 2 of us... LOL... went to Sakae Sushi for lunch after that... shopping awhile before continue with the second movie - The Time Traveler's Wife... another thumbs up for this movie

Overall, it's a vry nice movie... with a twist here and there... I would said the storyline for this movie is more twisted compared with law abiding citizen... very touching... I mean i'll get very frus if I were to be Claire... imagine on ur wedding nite n when u n ur guy is abt to have a sweet nite and the next thing u knw is he disappear into God-know-where-and-when... The story is about Henry, a guy having a rare genetic disease (so-called chrono-impairment in the movie) which enables him to time travel but he couldn't really control it (unlike his daughter who has evolved and can control where and when she wish to time travel)... yes, I'm always fond of the "fantasy" or unreal things like time travel... This girl, Claire who met Henry during one of his time travel effort when she's six and since then she wish to marry this guy for her entire life (how sweet is that... though nt really realistic..) and yes she managed 2 be the Time Traveler Wife but with much obstacles especially when she's pregnant, cause their children is supposed to inherit those "unique gene" as well and when the fetus time travel, she'll get abort...like for umpteenth times... but ended up they got 1 daughter, named Alba and the pre-ending is quite surprising for me, henry was shot dead by his very own father-in-law... imagine that... ending is a happy 1 i supposed... cuz when you're having a time travele husband, it doesn't matter whether he's dead or not, since he can always travel forth during his younger year (or before he dead) to future to visit u once in awhile... so that's... I simply love this movie, it shall top my romance genre movie in 3rd rank... My 1st rank is The Lake House while the 2nd one would be Made of Honor... LOL...

Went back home after that and feels extremely tired... took my nap just now and made myself a cup of ice-blended coffee (thx 2 mum who bought that machine)... gotta resume on my pathology lecture notes dee... bloody hell notes, so damn thick!!! Chiao peeps!